It hits diffrent when you witness the person you love administer the love you begged for for so long. It hurts when you finally made yourself realize that maybe they are just not capable or you're asking for too much because your to bougie. but boom in your face you realize they are... You see the love you wanted and begged for given effortlessly. Realization kicks in that you're just not that important to them for them to give you that love. Things happen for a reason but sometimes we wonder why and why never provide an answer. The love you once wanted will be given but it just won't be given to you! You beg for love and want to be received but if its not from the person you want it from it never will be enough. You could give someone everything they asked for but if your not the one they want it from youll never be seen.
I pushed, pulled and dragged my efforts to the max. Gas is too expensive to be driving down an empty road. A road I stand on alone because no matter how lost I get I have never been found. It was always something better out there that you would show up for and fight the infinity fight. Sometimes knowing the truth is what's best.
Lack of reciprocity is the biggest indicator you could ignore.
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