I did something crazy tonight. I dropped my ex’s clothes off and basically gave a Miranda pros a cons ultimatum, meet me at the bridge type thing. (Sex In The City) Yes I was a big Sex in the city fan!! (Link to clip below) I thought it was what was best until I started doing some Facebook lurking and realized that she has been talking to someone at her job. They always commenting on things and liking things it's crazy, because I thought that they liked each other but she just blew me off an said it was nothing.I believed her. I have not cheated on this girl but seems like I’m a fucking fool. I get accused of so much when in all reality she doesn't want me and I just keep holding on to someone who doesn't want to be kept.
I have never chased someone but all I do is chase her she breaks up with me every chance she gets. I have always chased her and look at me now hurt and crying writing my feelings. Well I think I’m not even going to go an I planned it. I’m in love with her so as much attention as I want, I want it now I don't want to have to pack a bag or even her pack a bag. I want to be able to know when I come home, I have no reason to second guess picking up her phone and finding something but I know that she is hiding something and boom. Crazy thing is she has nothing about me on her Facebook or the kids on Facebook. She deleted everything that has something to do with us. It's so easy for her to let us go.
Thinking about everything I am sure she did the right thing and decided to break up. She may not even show up on Wednesday. I honestly am 100% sure she wont show up I just was stupid as hell for leaving that letter. Most likely she read it and laughed. I will show up Wednesday because its me getting the closure I need. Well unfortunately my cons outweighed my pros. She finally has won and shown me her true feelings. I won’t reach out again because you can’t make someone love you unconditionally unless they want to. The love just isn't the same
The end to a new beginning
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